Wednesday, October 6, 2010

George Costanza and Psycho

To quote George Costanza..."I'm back, baby, I'm back!"  While I have not lost weight and in fact have gained a couple of pounds, I feel great. Yesterday, I worked out for 30 minutes on the elliptical and will be lifting weights after work today  I'm also tracking my calories every day using the Lose It app on my phone.   I'm back on board with my accountability coach, which is crucial. So, life is good.

My short term goal is to lose as much weight as possible between now and when we fly to Orlando in a couple of weeks.  Debbie and I are attending a business event there and are really excited. My challenge will be to enjoy myself when in Florida, but not to indulge too much.  Another goal I have is to maintain steady weight loss through the holidays. I like what Fat2Fit Radio's Russ and Jeff teach.  They recommend eating healthy throughout the year, so that you can eat what you want on Thanksgiving or Christmas. Eating only salad on Thanksgiving just doesn't work. In fact, they recommend not giving up anything, but to rather eat in moderation.

Which is why I now eat chocolate.  I have a sweet tooth, but instead of denying myself chocolate and then eating a couple of pounds of it, I eat a couple of squares of high quality dark chocolate every day and just factor the calories into my daily budget. There is also evidence that dark chocolate is beneficial for the circulatory system.  Last night I had a mandarin orange and small square of Ghiradelli chocolate.  Nice...

Since this blog is not all about my narcissistic account of my weight loss, I thought I would mention something different. Yesterday I read that this year is the 50th anniversary of the Alfred Hitchcock movie, Psycho. This is a great film, especially compared to the crop of trashy horror movies of the past years (IMHO). Of note, Hitchcock was under contract to make a movie for Paramount following the huge success of North By Northwest. But the executives there were not at all interested in a movie about a psychopathic murderer in a seedy hotel where the lead actor (Janet Leigh) dies early into the movie. In fact, Paramount refused to pay for it or to allow it to be filmed at their studios.  Hitchcock himself paid the $800,000 cost, a paltry amount even in 1960, and he hired  Universal Studios for the filming location.  I've done the backlot tour at Universal and the Bates motel and house are my favorite part of the tour.  What is amazing about this film is that the audience becomes emotionally connected to the killer Norman Bates.  Remember the scene when Norman disposes of the body by sinking it inside a car? The audience gasped when the car stopped sinking and became increasingly agitated as Norman becomes agitated. Hitchcock wanted the audience to become emotionally complicit with the killer. Of course, Psycho went on to become a huge commercial success and ultimately cost $2.8 million to make, since it cost $800K for production and then Hitchcock was able to take out his $2 million fee after ticket sales.

Some Psycho trivia:

1) Chocolate syrup was used for the blood going down the drain in the shower scene.  Remember, the movie was filmed in black and white.

2) While the shower scene lasted only 45 seconds, 77 different camera angles where used.

3) When Janet Leigh's character is driving up the hill toward the motel, a studio floodlight can be seen and is in fact lit. It was inadvertently left in the scene. Hitchcock felt no one would recognize what it was.

If you are inclined and have the chance, rent a copy of  Psycho and enjoy!

Jeff

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Biggest Loser..not me yet.

Getting myself back to exercising and eating properly has proven to be difficult, especially since I've allowed myself to get stressed out by many things in my life. Family, my house, business, work, etc.  Fortunately, life is good and I feel better.  Debbie is great and helps me so much. When I expressed how stressed I've been about certain aspects of my life, she immediately began helping me. Our life is not perfect, not by any means, but we work toward improving things. Family is good, the house is getting there as we work to get it ready to sell or rent at some point in the future. We don't have to sell the house, but wish to move up in house within the next year or so. I realize I should count my many blessings since many people have been forced to sell their homes. Debbie and I realize how lucky we are. 
Our business is really taking off as Deb and I work with our business coach who invests her time to make us successful. And we are really gaining traction. My work is OK. It is after all a J O B. I strive to give my company an honest day's work and to be thankful that I have a job that pays me enough to support my family. (pause for the upcoming "but")  BUT, I also realize that my financial future lies in my ability to generate income based on my efforts and ingenuity, not for trading hours for dollars.

I've begun watching Season 10 of the Biggest Loser, since it helps me as I work on losing my own weight.  Watching this show is fun and motivating. While I realize that losing that much weight in such a short time is unrealistic for someone living a normal life of work and commuting to work, it does help me. The Biggest Loser is great motivation, but I also read and listen to other resources that provide great information like the Nutrition Diva and Fat2Fit podcasts. Knowledge is POWER!!

I have yet to weigh myself for this week, but will soon. I doubt I've lost weight, although I did work out Monday (30 minutes on the elliptical). My left knee was giving me some pain recently, but I doubled my dose of mangosteen juice and it feels great now.

I wish you all a great day!  God bless.
Jeff

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Success...but I still need to do better.

This is late since I planned to post my progress on Monday. While I've lost 2.8 lbs since last week, it has been a fairly disappointing week with little exercise and too much eating of bad food. I need to kick it into gear. On Monday, I ate within my calorie budget, but I ate crazy amounts of food yesterday (Tuesday). Today I'm eating OK and had some California Roll with brown rice for lunch. And apples... many apples.  Also, I went to the gym this morning...30 minutes on the elliptical, which felt great. Tomorrow I lift weights.

I currently weigh 322.8 and my goal for the next 30 days is to get below 310. Debbie and I are flying to Orlando in late October for a business trip and I really want to be a little smaller for the plane ride. As I lose weight, we wish to travel more.  FWF (flying while fat) sucks!

Please see my progress below.  I have 78 lbs to go before February.

Starting Weight: 344.8 lbs (February 17, 2010)
Goal Weight: 244.8 (by February 17, 2011)

Previous Weight: 325.6 lbs (September 13, 2010)
Current Weight: 322.8 lbs (September 22, 2010
Weight Loss for Week: 2.8 lbs (0.86%)

Total Weight Lost: 22 lbs (6.38%)

Weight I still need to lose: 78 lbs

Jeff

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Why Windmills?

It occurred to me that people might be interested in the title of my blog...Tilting at Windmills. If you've read Don Quixote or viewed one of the many versions of the musical Man of La Mancha, you will likely recognize the phrase. Quixote fights windmills that he imagines are giants and the phrase often refers to fighting imaginary enemies or an unwinnable fight. I love the tale and I admire Quixote, because while he has his delusions, he truly believes he is a great knight fighting against evil and for the honor of his "love" Dulcinea. Considering the title of my blog, it might be tempting to think that I consider weight loss as an unwinnable fight.  Not at all. Actually, what I love about Don Quixote is how he never quits.  No matter what people say to him or what the world presents to him, he never gives up.

Picasso's Don Quixote
Recently, one of my uncles  remarked that being obese is more about what is between your ears than anything else. I agree with that completely.  If you're a fan of the Biggest Loser, you might know that the contestants that have been able to keep the weight off are the ones that confronted why they are fat. People don't become morbidly obese because they just like eating.  In most cases, there is an underlying reason. I believe culture and family history can play a part, but there is more to it than that. Confronting those internal demons and fighting the good fight are what enable fat people to lose weight and to keep the weight off.

While I will continue to work on losing weight by eating healthy foods and  exercising, I'm also going to spend some time on self-reflection. My life is stressful as I deal with many issues at work, home and with our business.  All of this makes losing weight difficult.  I've struggled this week and have had a hard time meeting my daily goals.  I think being more dedicated to my daily prayers will help.  And prayers from others are always appreciated.

Take care and God bless.

Jeff

Monday, September 13, 2010

One Fat Puppy

Two weeks ago I said I would start posting on my weight loss efforts. About this time, I was asked to work a proposal for my company and it spun my life out of control. This activity requires me to continue to support my customer during the day, while working a proposal in the late afternoon/evenings. I found that I would starve myself during the day and then eat huge amounts of fast food on the way home. And visits to the gym stopped. My future work with proposals is going to come with conditions.  I'm not going to let this kind of work negatively impact my health.

So, I'm still a fat puppy! And I will post a picture of me soon that shows
what I look now and then we can see what I look like when I meet my goal. I have no doubt that I will meet my goal. My only concern is being able to accomplish this by February 17th, 2011, which is my wife's birthday. As an added incentive, one of my sisters is a smoker and she promised to quit when I lost 100 pounds. 

Here is where I stand:

Starting Weight: 344.8 lbs (February 17, 2010)
Goal Weight: 244.8 (by February 17, 2011)

Current Weight: 325.6 lbs (September 13, 2010)
Weight Lost: 19.2 lbs (5.5%)

Weight I still need to lose: 80.8 lbs

I will post again soon. 


Jeff

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Coaching

One thing I've discovered as I work to lose weight and build our home-based business is the value of coaching. I truly believe when I think I can do this on my own, I'm fooling myself. A friend agreed several months ago to be my accountability coach. How this works is I summarize to him in email about 2-3 times a week what I've eaten and how much I've exercised. And it helps since when I think about eating a Big Mac, I know I will have to "fess up". My friend has been away on medical leave for awhile and unavailable, but he is coming back and I look forward to working with him.  His most common advice is to eat apples, which helps curb the appetite and are a great source of fiber.

Coaching is so very important and is for people no matter how successful they are in life. I know people who are wealthy and very successful who have people that mentor, coach, and help them remain accountable.  Perhaps some of you have a coach or mentor. If not and you want one, remember, find someone that has your best interests in mind, but is also very tough. Enablers make very bad coaches. My friend cares about me and wants me to be successful. He cares enough to be upfront and tough with me. 

So far, I'm doing OK on my weight loss plan. I had a major lapse on Monday, eating a great deal of food late in the evening. This came about when I reduced my allowable calories by 200, which led to hunger and cravings. A good lesson is to be patient and to let the weight come off slowly but safely.  I've calculated my allowable calories based on my Basal Metabolic Rate (BMR), using a great calculator on the Fat2Fit Radio site. Yesterday I ate within my calorie budget and I feel good today. No exercise this week, but I will visit the gym tonight and through the rest of the week. 

Monday is my weekly weigh-in.  I'll post my weight loss for the week and since February, when I began this journey.

I hope you all are healthy and happy. 

God bless,

Jeff


Monday, August 23, 2010

Three years between posts!

My last post was almost three years ago to my old blog, which I've moved to this site. I guess I've been busy. When I began blogging five years ago, it was because I was going through the phase that many of us go through. In an egotistical moment, we decide that the world really must know about our incredibly important and interesting lives. Then we realize that maintaining a blog is almost like work, which is why most hardly ever get updated.  I think the ones that are active have a purpose.

So, what is my purpose? I am losing weight and changing my life.  I've weighed as much as 380 pounds in the past years, but I'm down to 316 today. I've been on several medicines for diabetes, cholesterol, BP, etc, but I'm down to three now. It is important to me that I get off all my meds.

I just want a place to post how I'm doing. In May, I walked a 5K and got beat by two old ladies. Our town is having its annual Festival of Leaves in October and I want to do another 5K with friends and family.  I have a business trip to Orlando in October. I want to be under 300 pounds before then.

February 17, 2011 is my darling wife's birthday.  I want to have lost a total of 100 pounds by then.  I'm down almost 30 pounds now, so I have 70 more to go. How do I plan to do this? What is working for me is this crazy fad diet where I eat healthy foods and work out. I eat protein, carbs (gasp), and healthy fats.

My ultimate goal is to be back to my old Navy weight, as is pictured below.

Camping in Spain in the early 1990s.

I have many goals that I will accomplish and I will record my progress here, as well as other observations I have on my life.

I hope you all have an amazing week!

Jeff